My posts have too many pictures.

"     Nerd-An 'individual', i.e. a person who does not conform to society's beliefs that all people should follow trends and do what their peers do. Often highly intelligent but socially rejected because of their obesssion with a given subject, usually computers. Unfortunately, nerds seem to have problems breeding, to the detriment of mankind as a whole.
"Nerds are clearly superior to us in every way.. Let's worship them as our Gods""

I want to look at that definition, from TheUrbanDictionary, on this page,  because thats not what I think "nerd" is. i think nerd is knowing somethign so much, and having such a great passion for a subject that you don't care how people view you. It's been that kid in the corner of class with the cure blasting through her ears, instead of the latest clubland sounds(can you tell I know nothing about ravish music?) it's being the person that'd spend £150 to go to a weekend star trek convention instead of having a night out on the town. But thtas just my opinion. D'you get me? I want you to challenge my opinion, I want you to question it, c'mon lets spark up some debate?

Okay, so what do i nerd for? Star Trek, LOST, photography, hair dye and ofcourse my blogs.

I've ALWAYS watched star trek, i was brought up with it(thank you Father) obviously, the origional series FTW! But last year when the new movie came out, I got right back into it; and hellz yeahz I'm glad. My love for McCoy grew tenfold. Those of you whom I've had to please or speaking to via email, will probley know that I go by the name 'Bones' or 'McCoy' I'm gunna buy some vulcan ears soon, too ^.^


Above all things I nerd over lost, I'm sad; I really am. But it's just so, I don't know how to explain it. It's an awesome show. But I think it's more the emotional attachment that I've built around it, these past 6 years. My parents broke up; I watched lost, My brother died; i watched lost; I tried to O.D; I watched lost. It's like, the only thing thats been really consistant in my life.

My ambition in life is to mak money from photography, even if it's just selling the odd print on eBay, whilst I have a regular everyday job. I think it's about now that i should have a ton of pictures? seems fitting. BUT I don't keep that much of my stuff on my computer. It's all kept on a gazillion memory sticks at my Nan's house xD

Since I was baout nine, i've been dying my hair. Numerous colours. Since I was about 11/12 I've done it black, though recently I thought some new interesting colours should occure; they did. Yes natalia, I did have some blue (: I think i nerd over it because it's a way of changing who I am, when I get sick of it; i can create a new me. I'm sure we've all felt like that from time to time; right?

And last but not least my precious blogs. No matter whats happening I know i have those to turn to. Whether it's my louiseio mcguinness blog, my tumblr, my nerdfighters blog my deviantART or this, I know it's there for me to rant, to express love, hate, and everything inbetween.

And that is my list (: I want to ask you guys something(I may do this in every blog i write now...) I want to ask you guys... "Where do you think hope comes from?" Me? I think hope comes from fear, I thhink it's that sinking feeling when you just know you're going to fail, but then something says "No, Louise, you're not going to fail; you can do this!"